The first few days

1st Night

After an hour or two of rest in the airplane, I still felt tired. My arms and legs were sore to the touch, and it was getting irritating to walk and carry the luggage around. But I realized as soon as I woke up, that all this flying and waiting is about to end. Finally! Not long after I woke up, the stewardess announced that we were about to land, and when the lights were off, bedazzling scenery of city lights showered the windows. The closer we got to landing, the more spectacular it was. And we flew so close to the roofs of houses/apartments, that I thought we were going to hit -_-“ I wonder just how loud the noise of airplanes can get for the people who live there. Must be pretty damn deafening!

We were practically rushing as soon as we disembarked. We met up with our aunt, uncle and their daughter (We call her Ai Ai, and she’s the most adorable child I’ve seen!) They helped us settle down in a small place nearby our uncle’s working place, which was – luckily – temporary. But it was quite cozy in a way, though the entrance was filled with advertisement cards for prostitutes >.> First thing I did was to check whether wireless networks were available. And it was not =/ I guess I shouldn’t have expected more from a place like this.


2nd day

Today, we went to the Xiamen University to check my enrolment status, and I couldn’t help but notice the monstrosity of the place. The buildings themselves are scattered throughout what seemed to be 20km square of land. To get a better impression, imagine 3 football fields, 20+ basketball courts, a gymnast’s training area, and a great park with a large lake in the middle of it. And that’s only a small portion of what i've covered so far! Winding roads, broad & tall buildings, steep stairs… And oh, there are convenient stores, banks of 3 kinds, and many restaurants. All within the campus area. I have never witnessed such a wonder; everything is just a step away. What let me down, however, is that we didn’t manage to get a place in the campus. Neither of us knew where we were headed next to live in; our aunt is the one helping us settle our accommodations. Now we’re staying in a hotel (claiming that it’s a 3 star – I’ll give it a 1), where we’ll stay for 2 nights. The university is within walking distance, which we did try. It took 9 minutes+ to walk from the entrance to the BOTTOM of the steps, which we weren’t keen on clambering. Walking from the hotel to the entrance took approximately another 6 minutes+… making the whole journey 20+ minutes. Then came the fact that where we will be staying later is further away from the university than the hotel……

I’ll be needing a bicycle! x)


3rd day

Woke up really late today (about 8ish) because I slept late too (almost 2).

Sighs

Life hasn’t exactly been great. I haven’t been able to understand much of the things people are saying, but I think I’ve improved slightly. My sister and I decided to take another walk around the university, but taking a different gate this time. There are 2 gates, as far as I know. This gate is nearer to the hotel, but further away from the destination x) so it’s not necessarily better. We covered more grounds than we did yesterday, with the intention of sightseeing as well. They have a large semi-stadium, where I assume they hold annual sports competition or something. We felt adventurous, and strayed away from the main path and onto the side paths. The university seriously feels like a labyrinth, and I suspect I covered barely a tenth so far. And they say Xiamen isn’t too large of a city……..

I found out that Xiamen University is actually placed 5th on the list of attractions (derived from Yahoo! Travel) and I can imagine why.

We rested, ate KFC (horrible, compared to McD! And they're only a few steps away from one another >.>) and continued in the evening. Tried finding a map of the whole city, and failed. Discovered another part of Xiamen University (Xiamen University of Technology, which I doubt is connected to the main side), as well as a wet market! Cheapness galore! Although we decided not to shop until we learn how to haggle prices :P Huhu. We found a supermarket as well, which turned out to be quite near to where we are staying. Restocked water & juice, bought Lays (Diet plan not working out – Things are simply too cheap!), and was tempted to get a basketball. But I didn’t. We went back to the hotel, with the thought of relief that we’re finally moving out of the hotel the very next day.

Turned out that we’re moving out a day after tomorrow. Bummer! -_-“

                            

10 days remaining

I can't express just how much i miss Lodge. I can't believe i'm missing it, first and foremost. But yeah, I am.
Without the company, the liveliness, and the chores, I've been living quite dull days.
I miss having her beside me, to refer to, to talk to, to... everything... to.
I miss all the commotion that my friends would make (Especially -The Crazy Duo-, Vivian and Kyung Mi, I miss them)
I miss all the teamwork we have had.
I miss all doing all the naughts i've done :P Huhuhu.

Today's the 1st of September!
Malaysia's 50th Merdeka Day had just passed (31/08).
I wonder just how great of a celebration it was O.O I suppose it must've been superb. Maybe not very much so here in Kuching, because i did not hear a single firework.
Perhaps it's because i slept early. Oops.
But I went out today, and i saw LOADS of temporary tents and a massive crowd bustling around Waterfront! Anyone care to confirm with me what's going on there? A sale perhaps? Food was the first thing that came across my mind XD Hehe. What did YOU do on that day? :D
Oh wait, i didn't even tell what i did.
I... uhh.......... stayed at home. XD
VERY lively, i assure you.

Oh, to those who have not of the place GAMELAN, please do visit it :) it's an Indonesian restaurant, with great, authentic Indonesian food. Vegetarians should not miss having a round of Gado-Gado. Those who fancy a light dinner, try the array of side dishes, such as kroket, lumpia and a few others :) I've been there twice (and trust me, the count will increase, for i simply have to try many more dishes before i leave Kuching!)
As for where, it is just around the corner from the exit of Swinburne, which is facing the main road right AFTER the roundabout, heading for town! (NOT to be mistaken for the winding, long exit which leads to a road BEFORE the roundabout). The FIRST turn to the left. Head straight down, and you simply can't miss the blaring white sign board (at night). It was practically screaming out "i'm here, i'm here!" upon my first visit -.- My cousin thought it was "Game Lan" and mistook it for a cyber cafe. Funny dude x) He only started "OooOoHh"-ing many seconds after we parked.

:D i'll try posting pictures after my next visit! They'll be on my next post!

And oh, my leave is now a day earlier, making it on the 11th Sept.
Unknown if completely confirmed.
But it's bound to be around there.
I'll try to give everyone a visit before I leave :)
Take care, everyone.
Till the next post!

Decisions.

20th August, 16.23
The phone rang. Twice. Thrice. My sister picked it up, with a solemn voice.
"So how?", she asked.
I didn't know what to say. I truly didn't.

This morning, my mother called me up. Also with a grim note in her voice. Apparently, she didn't completely approve of my trip to China, because she believes that it'll be a waste of time and (probably) my youth. She did, however, make a valid point.
She believes that i'll lose my mandarin by the time i finish my architecture course.
As likely as it might be, i believe there's a way out of that. It's not like the UK is free of Chinese. Not to mention, there are "China Towns" all over the great cities in the UK. Maybe i'm being way too optimistic about all this...

And so we talked things out. Me, my sister and my mother.
And we came to a conclusion.
I'm going to Xiamen. On the 12th Sept. The course begins on the 17th. I'll most probably be living with my sister. They believe there's simply no time to look for accomodation and all for me, in another city, another place. Where as it's simple to cramp me into my sister's place, and add another person into the existing list.

Sigh.
Just when i thought i don't need to rush everything...
Seems like i've got 3 weeks. 3 weeks before i leave this beautiful city where everything seems right, and onto a bustling city where the sky never stray from shades of gray.
I'm finding it all hard to believe.
It's like leaving home... another time.
It hurts.

But i cannot sit idly, as time brushes past my shoulders, lost in the sea of time i've already wasted. It's tragic, to think just how vast the sea has become.
But the only difference i'm going to make is by not wasting the time i've got left in my hands.

Forgive me, if i've done undesired mistakes.
Forgive me, if i've let anyone down.

Wishing everyone i know all the best of luck in their next steps.
Keep in touch :)




The Purpose

I am beginning a blog to keep a few people up to date as to how i'm doing. I have completed A levels (June 15th, 2007) and it's been more than two months ever since then. I have not been productive during these 60ish days. But all that is about to change. Soon, at least.
About a week ago, i've been busy with my application to a few universities in the UK. I was supposed to head there sometime during early/mid September this year, but i came across a few obstacles. I've been talking things out, taking in advises, trying to decide what the next step will be.
Just 2 days ago, i've decided to leave UK until next year.
Meaning a year of freedom? Not exactly, for i will not spend this time leisurely.
Instead of UK, i want to go to China. For about 6 months or so, i'll be studying Mandarin, as well as improve my art. It's either now, or
7 years later, after I graduate as a full-fledged architect.
A part of me is still confused as to what to do, not knowing where to start, not knowing what will happen. Life's more surprising than i wish it to be.
Oh, thanks to Christian Tang and Allan Rogers who's been supportive and helpful with all the decision making.
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If there's anything i'm glad had happened, it'll be staying back in Lodge, and meeting my first love. It was as surprising as everything else, for i never expected to find her in the place i've been longing to leave. She made me want to stay, she made time pass quicker than it had ever been before. She made my life beautiful.

I'm sorry for the times i've hurt you.
I'm sorry not everything goes our way.

You'll always remain in my heart, in my mind, with my soul,
Even if everything crumbles apart,
I'll never walk away from you. Ever.
I'll always be around for you.

My memories of you, cherished forever.

 

I dedicate this to you, as i've done with everything else in my life that i found worth living for.

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